what i have to do

try to listen to what my heart, but I can not hear. I try not to fall into the temptation to do bad things again, returning to suffer, but do not know which is the way I have to continue. I listen to the advice, my angel and my devil, and none tells me what i have to do, because the last decision is in my hands. Returning to fall back to suffer, or forget everything and regret for not trying